what choice is there, when recovery doesn't seem to be one?

For many years, William Chapman has lived his life balancing between sobriety and addiction. So many times, he has been given advice based on someone else's ability to recover. When compared to personal struggles, this can sometimes feel defeating. He wanted a way to share real addictions and how hard these choices can be when you are faced with them. He wanted people to have a better understanding of what addicts go through, instead of the judgment they tend to receive.

Through many trials and years of fine-tuning his journals into this book, he has made that vision a reality. By sharing his stories with the public, he hopes to inspire others to persevere or to encourage those struggling with heartbreak to find a better path. He hopes to show how addictions start with an attempt at healing but can easily keep you in a state of destruction. He is not proud of the events in the book but has chosen to share them, to show others how easily these behaviors can affect your life and the lives of those around you.